35's About Me??

p/s: ideas from my sis again.. :P

1. Are you single?
~ Nope...in the moment...

2. Do you hate your ex?
~ Nope....

3. Do you have a favourite place to be?
~ someplace with nice scene and quite....

4. What is one word to describe you?
~ Pai Gu by MR "uncle" SHUN-recently >.<

5. How many close friends do you have?
~ 6 i suppose....

6. Do you cry a lot?
~ absolutely~ haha

7. Do you like being yourself?
~ Ya....

8. Do you like to read?
~ depends on the topic...

9. Do you like to sniff markers?
~ huh?? ofcourse not..

10. Is Valentine's Day overrated?
~ Dunno...din celebrate before..><

11. Do you like taking pictures?
~ depends on my mood...haha

12. Are you pale?
~ when i am sick...

13. Do you like kids?
~ ya...

14. What do you want to be doing right now?
~ sleep but can't...

15. Do you think you were an ugly baby?
~ nope....kinda cute with my fashion hair style...LOL

16. Do you think you will be married by the time you were 18?
~ sorry...i am over that age...how nice if i am still 18?? wakaka

17. Who's your best guy friend?
~ jajaja......keep for myself..haha

18. Do you know how to spell?
~ what kind of spell??? magic spell??

19. Do you sometimes laugh for no reason?
~ nope...if yes people will book one room in TANGJUNG RAMBUTAN for me...haha

20. Do you think you are smart?
~ nope....

21. Are you annoyed easily?
~ yaya.....

22. Do you like to dance?
~ dunno.....

23. What is your favourite movie?
~ no favs....

24. Do you like taking surveys?
~ not really....

25. Do you get bored easily?
~ YES~

26. Do you lie a lot??
~ ya....

27. Have you ever cried watching a movie?
~ no doubts...yes i do...

28. Are you a messy person?
~ definitely NO....

29. Do you lose things easily?
~ haha..yes i do....

30. Do you love your family?
~ Yupe...

31. Do you like to fight or argue?
~ not really....

32. What's your favourite song?
~ alots....LOL

33. Do you like talking on the phone?
~ depends on talking to who....

34. Do you smoke?
~ Nope...and i dun actually like people to smoke...

35. Do you think you have been cheated by anyone?
~ ya i suppose~

no mood to think of the title

crying is the best thing that i can do...
kept everything in my heart..
cannot tahan then cry...
after cried..feel better..
then over n over again...
burst....
is like a cycle..
am i nuts....

*40's About Me*

p/s- ideas taken from my sis...

1. Who were your last text from?
~ Lyon, Sheng Fai, Kai Juan, Amanda

2. Where was your default picture taken?
~ my computer>my pictures

3. What is your middle name?
~ middle name? "mei"?

4. Your current relationship status?
~ in a relationship but complicated...

5. Does your crush like you back?
~ i dunno and how am i suppose to know?

6. What is your current mood?
~ upset, confuse and blur...

7. What colour shirt are you wearing?
~ dark blue or black...colour blind..haha

8. Are you feeling romantic or frisky?
~ non of the above...

9. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
~ everyday, accompany my lulu n play with her
~ spend more time with my uncle
~ and dun repeat the same mistakes that i had did before..

10. Where was the last place out of town that you went?
~ Kulai

11. Ever had a near death experience?
~ once i suppose....

12. Something you do a lot?
~ day dreaming..cried...

13. Do you have a handphone?
~ yes...

14. Who can/do you tell anything to?
~ mostly : kept in my heart, "F" , Amanda..
~ sometimes: Lyon or Wai han

15. Name someone as the same birthday as you
~ the day before, i know.....

16. What is your natural hair colour?
~ not black...

17. Where are you right now?
~ Living Room

18. If you have one super power, what would it be?
~ to get into my dream.....and decide when to wake up...

19. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
~ Attitude or Characteristics

20. Who is your favourite celebrity train wreck?
~ 知らない...(dunno)

21. What is a saying that you believe?
~ fate...

22. Favourite(s) colour?
~ white and green


23. What is the one thing that annoys you on tv?
~ horror movie or drama...<<嫌（きら）いです。。。

24. Do you still like kiddy movies?
~ yes...as if it's funny....

25. What are you eating and drinking at the moment?
~ sky juice...

26. Do you speak any other language?
~ yes.....but just beginner

27. What's your favourite smell??
~ fresh air or ocean smell (clean)

28. Describe your life in one word
~ miserable

29. Have any tattoos?
~ nope and will never have one...

30. What are you looking forward to the most?
~ hopes "someone" could get a job and ........

31. What are you thinking about right now?
~ an answer for a decision (Amanda would know)

32. What should you be doing?
~ blog'ing and day dreaming

33. Who was the last person that made you upset or angry?
~ somebody related in question 31....

34. What are you listening to?
~ Michael Learns To Rock (MLTR) - 25 minutes

35. Do you like working in the yard?
~ depends what kind of yard is that.....

36. What colour are your nails?
~ natural...

37. Do you act differently around the person you like?
~ i dunno..might be..but i will definitely try my best to hide it....

38. When was the last time you cried?
~ yesterday night....

39. Why did your cried?
~ can't see 'the' future, upset and giving up....

40. What are the things that you can't missed in life?
~ the moment when somebody that was important to me...passed away...

REUNION

door gift

around 5pm reached the pool side...and at 1st the staff did not set the deco like wat we had planned..slumber for awhile..then anyway..things are settle but..the pool is not full with balloon..anyway..i am just a minor helpers..lol

then....its RAIN...RAIN~~ why rain...issh....so..the pool side outdoor party..become an indoor party..the planned schedule is delayed a little bit by the rain..cause people are moving in the cafe..therefore, the dinner started at 8:30pm...my usual dinner time is 6pm..haha....so having a little problem with stomach (gastric)..sorry~

but anyway..i still having fun..haha...
the game are common..but not bad haha..one of the punishment was like "laughs in 5 different style"...in my perception i thought he was shy and quiet but that guy was very funny in the end.. hehehe...
at 1st the was laughing like
1- hahahahahaha
2- hihihihihihi
3- huhuhuhuhuhu
4- hohohohohoho
hmm....imagine yourself....only descriptions are provided lol...
anyway most of the people are sporty...
well...laughing makes people feel happy and relax...is a nice cure for stress...

didn't chat too much with my friends today....sorry...cause i need to take care of the projector...is borrowed from others...lol..i dun hv rm2k to pay back if anything happen to it....*touch wood*

anyway..thanks LYON,NISHA and TENGKU
for organizing...
and everything...

明日（あした) / Tomorrow

well....finally tomorrow is the day...
reunion of my form 5 classmate...
5 yrs since we graduated...some i did met before recently
but most of them are not since form5..
hope tomorrow will be a blast , nice and everyone would have fun...
hmm...hope tomorrow will be a sunny day and no rain please~~ it could be cooling but NO RAIN please!! haha...
hope that...well..many hopes..haha...
hope that all goes well and ends well as planned....
ja....would upload some photo after tomorrow~~ haha...

OMG~OMG~

lol..my house "MASUK AIR"..
heavy rain....then....
my room and my kitchen were flooded...especially my kitchen..><

messy...messy...><

hmm..leaking from the windows.....
p/s: the windows are closed~
sad....LOL

FAVs' Songs- 1

-- A Place Nearby by Lene Marlin
Lyrics
I entered the room
Sat by your bed all through the night
I watched your daily fight
I hardly knew
The pain was almost more than I could bear
And still I hear
Your last words to me
*Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I will always be by your side*
You just faded away
You spread your wings you had flown
Away to something unknown
Wish I could bring you back
You are always on my mind
About to tear myself apart.
You have your special place in my heart
Always heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I’ll always be by your side
And even when I go to sleep
I still can hear your voice
And those words
I never will forget
*repeat*

-- Believe by Yamaguchi Yuko
Lyrics
samishikute kotoba mo denai konna yoru wa
kimi no egao dakishime nemuro humm
futari nara doshaburi no ame kogoeru asa
te o tsunaide kitto arukeru sobade
I believe kie kaketa ano hi no yume
itsudemo te o kazashi mamoru
wasure nai
When I'm feeling small
When it's cold outside
I don't know who I should believe
And when I needed someone special just by my side
Who was there?
I believe someday I will love
Someone who's by my side
Oh someday
My special one will come alone
I'll pray everyday
I believe kie kaketa ano hi no yume
itsudemo te o kazashi mamoru
So I believe moshimo kazeni furuete iru toki wa
futari de sagasoo hi no sasu basho

Someday I will love
Someone who's by my side
though someday oh someday
I keep on praying everyday

-- 25 Minutes by Michael Learns To Rock (MLTR)
Lyrics
After some time
I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl
And I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry about the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
*The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time
But this is twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far
Boy, I'm sorry you are twentyfive minutes too late*
Against the wind
I'm going home again
Wishing me back
To the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
*repeat*
Out in the streets
Place where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head still I can hear words she said
I can still hear her say

-- Flavor Of Life(Ballad Version)by Utada Hikaru
Lyrics
*arigatou, to kimi ni iwareru to
nandaka setsunai
sayounara no ato mo tokenu mahou
awaku horo nigai
The flavor of life…
The flavor of life…*
tomodachi de mo koibito de mo nai chuukan chiten de
shuukaku no hi wo yume miteru aoi furuutsu
ato ippo ga fumi dasenai sei de
jirettai no nan notte Baby
*repeat*
amai dake no sasoi monku
ajikke no nai tooku
sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wo sosorarenai
omoi doori ni ikanai toki datte
jinsei suteta mon janaitte
doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to
uun, nande mo nai
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao
watashirashikunai
shinjitai to negaeba negau hodo
nandaka setsunai
“aishiteru yo” yori mo “daisuki” no hou ga
Kimirashiinjanai?
The flavor of life
wasurekaketeita hito no kaori wo
totsuzen omoi dasu koro
furi tsumoru yuki no shirosa wo motto
sunao ni yorokobitai yo
daiyamondo yori mo yawarakakute
atataka na mirai te ni shitai yo
*repeat*